November 2011
1 post
October 2010
1 post
Shit
I haven’t written on here in a very long time. And I don’t know what to do say write or think about. Don’t even know why I have this. So far I just go on it to read interesting posts of the 20 something people I follow. I’m listening to music right now and although I hate that everybody knows this about me….yes I am listening to “hot fuss”. Its kind of...
July 2010
8 posts
december 22nd 2010
mark the date, promise myself that one thing.
I feel like my world is crumbling down.
I feel like my world is crumbling down.
My patience is becoming thinner and weaker
How do I forgive and forget
And incident so lost and little
My head aches everytime I remember
The dizzyness and loss of one night.
Im sorry for not knowing how to control myself
Putting you in a place of worry and pain
Mischief and disbelief control your mind.
The sex after the hospital was the best I ever had.
It...
pish
you not being there tonight just teaches me one more thing about love, its not worth it.
“i really did lose it…..bad.”
– my brain
going up there..
Heading to canada! Montreal to be exact, i havent updated this in a very long time and alot has happened, i no longer have no real connection to what i call home and tumblr will be own personal trapper keeper!!! how gay of me, anyways, im kind of excited and kind of sad, theres alot that can happen in the next few months ad a lot to grow, hopefully i learn something new and dont stick to close to...
March 2010
4 posts
theres a spy out there!
GET READYYY IM COMING BACKK!!!
im dead!
I KID I KID!
February 2010
1 post
January 2010
12 posts
idont know how to write, i dont know what to feel i dont know how to express these emotions. how many times can i replay the past 3 months in my head and finally accept them for the beauty that they are and how special they have been.”i know i dont know you, but i want you so bad” ” everyone has a secret , oh can they keep it” ” oh no they cant” never have i...
biter
some how i cant forgive you
sometimes i feel like i hate you
somewhere i still feel your gaze
somedays i forget what it means to hate
some of me will always stay bitter
some of you will disappear forever
why?
i dont know why.
“Please come back to me and prove them wrong.”
– anonymous
The Blowers Daughter- Damien Rice
when will my...
get the fuck out of my head!
my currents
this is my current living situation it need to changeeeeeee!!! when alone this makes no sense
lost the jigga boo of my life!
I miss my mommy, she makes me miss her when she not next to me irking the living shit out of me! but i miss her, she thinks im dying slowly without her, im not but i am learning to feel her on alot of different levels, she will be back though and ill go back to normal cause she my momz and she so good at it she would never quit! damn right!
Damn i'm late
last time i wrote was a month ago and what a month it has been, in advance i would like to say sorry for my lack of punctuation its just something that doesnt flow for me. but christmas passed and new years passed and i ended my semester with ass and now im here in my bed laying around in a dirt filled room in dirt filled house all alone for the next 15 days and im bored as fuck, i havent been...
December 2009
1 post
November 2009
52 posts
i miss u!
You’re late.
You’re late. Can’t ever get a straight answer out of you.
I wait for you to follow me before I ever care to let you lead.
Why do I look away after every kiss? I’m sacred , my sweaty palms clenched into a fist.
Its cold, I’m waiting. Why does everybody look like you? I doubt you.
In my head all the doors are open, ill never let you know that.
How far can we go before this has lost its feel and...
is it my face you can’t stand to see?
Is it my face you can’t stand to see?
The things you mentioned while in bed together.
How your fingertips found all my weak spots.
No. Guess it was the reflection you saw when you told me,
We were better off free.
I follow my gut with this foolish feeling.
The blood rushes as I walk, talk and pace.
Catwoman has never meant so much to me.
South ferry and Fulton were the worst pain endured.
...
Every night
Every night she bares her life out to me.
She sleeps she works and she fixes to the tee.
Her heart is so big but it’s a whole fit only for me.
When I’m gone how will she be?
I can’t wait to miss her
And some how I don’t realize this anomaly
that there everyday but I don’t appreciate enough for her to see.
So proud of me you tell me you are.
Sorry for letting you down and getting this far.
...
Excuse me
Excuse me, for believing in us.
I get very bad colds.
Searching for something dug so deep.
You knew what I’d give up,
So go read my book, lay on a tree.
Mourn your life and how “pathetic it is
To be thee”
Send those signals and wait for me, so you know
What it feels to sting, burn, and bleed.
Maybe then you’ll figure out how far I came
And how raw I will leave.
Clouded was your...
Show me something more then what I feel
Show me something more then what I feel
Your harder then a brick and red handed you fell
What a big fucking deal.
Joke about all the things I said, but sit
And right and analyze it.
Your not broken , your pieces just never fit.
Try to be something you are instead of the rest.
Grow up! Some balls would do you good.
Your ego would boost if you hadn’t been rude.
Be yourself and write it too...
dont worry little boy
Don’t worry little boy confusion is legal.
All the kids have no say.
Mom will cry, it’s unconventional.
All those signs and messages are meant to be.
Your not normal or different just be free.
One day your head will get a second chance.
Go tango and make sure it’s your last dance.
Cause when you know it, it will happen
The tears under the circles will dampen
How amazing it feels to...
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Your skirt rides low just rip it off
Red and plaid make your colors blush
The way you sat and behave just gave it all away.
Little girl at peace how easy it was for you then for me.
Your braveness opened all my doors
In my eyes you I felt you to the core.
Although I cried it was a step for me
How beauty lit up on 14th street.
Its bogus to see your future and past.
How much change...
im about to get crazy
thanku current siutation and media politics class
sigh
I think you are the worst person in the world.
You disgust me, every time i think about you i want to throw up.
Your existence means nothing to me, the air we breath seems like a disease.
You wear green and it makes your skin tone look like pee.
when you open your mouth nothing but bullshit comes out.
you self indulge and self pity and like to call it art.
you think your cool but your not even...
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meet me in the valley of ashes...
damn
i once again have to wake mad early and go to school for 9 hours, kill me now.
i cant handle all this dumb shit around me and all this pressure, blow me now
i really want to just curl up and die. save me now
im really angry that i have to wake up at 9am, damn me now
im going to bed. me now,
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter...”
– Dr. Seuss
do it all for the NOOKIE!
my christmas present god i wish i was a kid again when i could just open this up and be surprised, fuck it i can do it ll on my own!!! ^_^
your running through my head...
Gool!
dearoldlove:
We’re playing a game of tag, I’m convinced. I’m not giving up. If I catch you, you’re it.
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for you
XVIII Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer’s lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed, And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature’s changing course untrimmed: But thy eternal summer...
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fuck. so i need to figure out my life in 24 hours or im screwed!
research paper fucked
sonnet 18 nervous and fucked
photo rolls unfinished and fucked
socio group project clueless and fucked
school credits fucked
my job fucked
X_x
My mommy <3
My friends <3
my manager <3
my dreams <3