Shit

I haven’t written on here in a very long time. And I don’t know what to do say write or think about. Don’t even know why I have this. So far I just go on it to read interesting posts of the 20 something people I follow. I’m listening to music right now and although I hate that everybody knows this about me….yes I am listening to “hot fuss”. Its kind of cold where I’m at, and I do hate hospitals. Stupidity runs through my blood obviously cause if I can’t fuck up my weekend from the beginning I might as well do it by the end. What started off as one little problem has turned into me in hiding in a hospital gown taking unnecessary medicine. I think I’m going to quit. For a while see what happens. Lost lost lost. Just like this post hahahah I miss my mom and real food. I miss a lot of things, and then there’s things I don’t miss , but I guess its why I’m here right now. To learn how to live without things I miss.
I fucked up. Again.